Didn't get it

I didn't get it. That was an amazing opportunity to have, and I didn't get it. 

And now I'm "just" an interpreter. About a month ago, I would have killed to be "just" an interpreter. 

When I found out, I was at work in the office, where there are no windows. The moment I step outside, it's raining like hell. I guess the world feels as shitty as I do. It's OK, world - we'll find something else. 

What a fucking depressing blog post.